After a few more successful steps forward, I'm now in a sort of paralysis. It is very frustrating, completely irrational, and I'm annoyed with myself that I can't just push through.
I've got a whole load of conflicting larger-than-they-look tasks and activities that I need to get done. They all need doing, it doesn't really matter what order I do them in (many of the sets of tasks are unrelated to any other set) and I just can't make myself start any of them.
I very rarely get caught like this (when it comes to actions, anyway), I've no idea why it's a problem now
I'm hoping that writing it down will help me.
Except I can't (won't) write down any more than I just have.
I need to just....just.... pick any of the sets, and just get on with it.